You are Loved

 

The person bullied in the family is the truth-teller

 

Life should not be so treacherous

 

Stop Bullying Your Sister

 

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My sister has bullied members of our family, including me, her entire life. There is nothing I can do about it but I no longer have to try to keep it a secret to protect my family from the embarrassment. I just don't care to protect her any longer. AND she hides behind fake Christianity, which is really annoying but what can we do? 

How do I cope with my chaotic family? I will be listing my coping mechanisms here. First one is having a cup of tea. This image - the teacup is my Grandma Jean's dish pattern - Virginia Rose. (My Grandpa Oscar was born in Iaeger, West Virginia (WP) originally Virginia of course!)

Belly Breathing with Gyan Mudra is #2

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#3 is soothing audio - I don't know how to "meditate" I don't know what it means really. BUT I think that listening to waves, trains, rain, I think they can be the same as meditating? I did discover when I adopted my collie Amon, he is not quite right, he is agitated a lot. I discovered that he loves storytime by one particular reader "Thomas." I researched Thomas and he is a real person. I also found out that Amon loves "A Charlie Brown Christmas" and I do too! I can listen to it over and over and still enjoy it. And it calms me down. What I did is subscribed to YouTube premium and that way I can download all these, no commercials,  and then I just hit play to play them when we go to bed.

• Get Sleepy (Thomas Jones) Rainy Day Bakery Best Sleep Stories. A Journey Through the Stars
• A Charlie Brown Christmas (3 hour loop)
• MyTranquilitee - Morning to Night in French Polynesia
• Relaxing Train Sounds and Blizzard Howling
• Jessica Heslop - I Am Beauty Affirmations
• Beautiful Relaxation Real Fireplace
• Ali Macgraw, Erich Schiffman Yoga
• Deep Sleep Gregorian Chant 
• Joseph Clough

Addie

 

I am raising money for wolf rescue - captive-born wolves or wolfdogs

- by selling this portrait of Addie who lived on A st on the Upper Pack

and would visit each neighbor every day for a treat. When her

guardian, Mike Killebrew, passed away his brother Daniel had her

sent to a wolf rescue in Worley, Idaho. She has since passed away.

Purchase print from Zazzle

American Robin

 

So yes, there are Robins in my yard and it has just occurred to me that even though I have had to move over 25 times in my life - THERE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ROBINS IN MY YARD. I think they must be some kind of spirit animal for me, protecting me. I collect robin's eggs I find and Robin's Egg Blue is one of my favorite colors. (WP)

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